"Olen eräs raunio mut minä tarve sinua kovin paljon.


I need a change and I need it fast.Another year is too much for me,at least the thought of another year seems unbareable right now.I'm rotting on the inside.
Remember the last time I told you I love you?It was warm and safe.You yawned and I had to say it all over again and we kept holding our hands.

There is no if...Just us.There is no always,forever...Just this.
This,here and now,with you."

I've been listening to way too much The Cure,The Smiths and Moonsorrow lately.Summer's almost at end buuuut it was a great summer and I'm proud that I got to do almost everything I wanted to do.One more thing to do and then I can die happy.
I'm glad that these past 2-3 days I got to spend time with my cousin,I've missed her.I'm still missing Corina and the people from Satu Mare/Samfest.Those were really great days.I miss the seaside,I miss Vama Veche,I miss rambling without any sense with Sebastian,it was really nice and relaxing.I miss the nights I used to lose with Bogdan talking about all the unimportant stuff.I miss being on top of the world and looking down on the world-Bucegi mountains totally rock.
Remembering all this made me feel a little better than when I started to write this post.
Uuuuu,one more year.I guess it's not really that much...